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It occurs to me that I still really have not the faintest clue of what I want to be when I grow up, although I have an increasingly clear idea of what I *don't* want to do even one tiny little bit, which I suppose is something. (It also occurs to me that I am immensely fortunate that I even get to ask that question.)

I need to do *something* when Benjamin gets a bit older, and I would like it to be something useful. I certainly don't need to know now, and I may, yet again, fall into something that works well enough until it just sucks too much. A little thoughtfulness now might be a good idea, however.

Things I know for sure: I can't bear the thought of going back to school, nor is that remotely an option financially. I have quite a bit of education that ought be good for *something*, however. I just need to figure out how to use it.