I think you may have hit on something with intensity having something to do with it. My life is pretty intense; it takes all my spoons and then some...occasionally a bit of social is a good thing, but it usually isn't as it appears--it's not that I go for the social (usually), it's that I go because I'm feeling called somehow (and sometimes, I still don't go even when I'm hearing that; it has to be calling kind of loudly, and I have to be up for it).
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Date: 2014-03-22 01:08 pm (UTC)